There has been a lot going on in my life right now. I don't know why i am writing it here, well, i guess no one will ever see it so it is more like my personal journal than anything. I am currently in college (for those of you that don't know) and i honestly don't know what to do with my life right now. I mean, i can choose right now to be whatever i want; pilot, engineer, designer, anything! I told my mom that, and she just kinda laughed and said that what i chose to major in isn't nessecarily what i am going to do for the rest of my life, and she is right. My dad, for example, got a BA in Chemestry but now does public relations/ economic development. I think part of my fear is that i have lost the vision of what i want to be/do. I know that before, i knew and decided that i was going to be an engineer. I had that vision. That's how i got through all of my classes, but now, i can't see it. I think i just need to be reminded.

Here is the first of many photos from my times down in Mexico. This one taken in the town square in Peto, Yucatan (from the balcony of the house of prayer/missionaries apartment.
(Dec. 2004)

This is the major general Coleman Edwards, wee brother of Weston telling you that you should email weston at : Westonedwards@myldsmail.net , or abortwort@hotmail.com

Wow, its been almost a year since i have contributed to this blog. I am now on my mission in Tzucacab, Yucatan, Mexico, serving the people and teaching them the truth. Im having a blast.

Today i figured out what people did before they had blogs... something called zines!(pronounced 'zeen' its short for magizine) yes, people used to actually use a pen and paper (or typewriter) and write down things that they wanted to say, glue it to another piece of paper, cut out pictures or draw them, paste them on the paper too, photocopy a bunch of copies, staple them, and then actually put a stamp on them and go to the post office and put them through the mail. woah, all that just to get published! then, if the recipient liked what they read (a week later, when they finally got it in the mail) they would write a letter back to the author to tell them how cool (or uncool) the zine was. and now we are too lazy to just e-mail the author of a blog... Im really mad. I remembered that i had a really good idea for something, but i can't remember what that idea was. and i even remember when i thought of this awesome idea, i told myself to write it down or else i would forget it. but i forgot to write it down. It would have been better if i had just not remembered at all.

It seems as if tonight i have inadvertently made a date with my playstation game console and network television. yay.... but eric left his landcruiser key and his landcruiser! looks like i might have to go crazy.
ahhhhhhhhh!

Well at school the computers wont let me draw on the badical extreme website. Darn. But since I'm so extreme, I will just write something instead. Oh, so for the weekend, I will probably go skiing, not call any girls on valentines day (i'll just wait for them to call me, then I won't have to deal with rejection.) (besides, my P.U.L.S.e's are just waaaay too low for me to be callin ladies! That would be the noose around my neck!) and then talk to the bishop on Sunday to turn in my mission papers. And since Amy is probably the only person reading this-- you should give me a call if you wanna chill this weekend--583-9461- that's my number... Maybe we could play truth or dare jenga- i'll just hope I don't have to lick your bellybutton again... eeeewww....