There has been a lot going on in my life right now. I don't know why i am writing it here, well, i guess no one will ever see it so it is more like my personal journal than anything. I am currently in college (for those of you that don't know) and i honestly don't know what to do with my life right now. I mean, i can choose right now to be whatever i want; pilot, engineer, designer, anything! I told my mom that, and she just kinda laughed and said that what i chose to major in isn't nessecarily what i am going to do for the rest of my life, and she is right. My dad, for example, got a BA in Chemestry but now does public relations/ economic development. I think part of my fear is that i have lost the vision of what i want to be/do. I know that before, i knew and decided that i was going to be an engineer. I had that vision. That's how i got through all of my classes, but now, i can't see it. I think i just need to be reminded.